All my exam results are back. I'm not proud of any of them at all. Although my chinese, 'E' math, and 'A' maths all improved by 20plus marks since the common test, my parents want more! They are siao. Want my average results to be at least 60 marks. Hey. I'm in TK okay? The pressure that they are giving in my school is hell. Giving us 'O' level type of questions to prepare us for next year. Hell man. I dont wish to disclose my results too, coz they are shit. Yes, I really mean shit. Nothing to be proud of at all. But who cares man? I am also beginning to give up on myself. No motivation to study hard. My parents promised me a new phone if i studied hard and got an average of 60. Maybe for some smart kids, it's easy. But come on man, your son here is DUMB. How can you expect him to get such high grades?? Wait long long la..
So i studied like hell for my exams anyway. I managed to improve my chinese, 'E' math, and 'A' maths. 20 to 30 marks leh! That's so much lor. Then i already put in my best effort (i think..) but i still cant achieve it. I am so damn pissed. All my motivations gone. While others are happy about their good results, i am in some corner cursing myself why i am born STUPID. I hate it. Hate everything. Cheer up? Nah. Not when i have bad results.