Hey. I'm feeling so down okay? I just feel damn emo. Seems like the world is crashing on me. Okay. Firstly, i am angry with myself. Why must i do stupid things to make others feel irritated or angry? I hate myself for bringing misery to others. All i need is someone telling me that you have forgiven me. Tell me that i'm forgiven. Ya. I'm hating myself for all these. Why cant we just forgive and forget? Living a life full of hatred is painful. Yea. I opened up to two of my friends today. I just poured out my problems, but they cant seem to find a solution for me.
This was an sms message that i got from someone. If that someone reads this post, i hope that he/she would follow this guidance that you sent me.
'Let go of anger - it is an acid that burns away the delicate layers of your happiness. Maintain your composure under any circumstance. Smile and live the day fully.'
Thanks for the message. I'm angry with myself, but so what? I'm more concerned with others being angry with me. I'm just the happy-go-lucky chap who wishes for everyone's happiness. I must learn to forgive myself first, before others will forgive me.