Empty.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Empty is the word used to describe how i am feeling right now. I feel so empty like there's a hole in my heart. You may ask me what caused this emptiness. My answer is simple. I'm someone who doesn't like to get angry and can't stand to see others getting angry or in misery. I will feel guilty or bad for no reason. Dumb mentality that i have, but can't help it. Why must people live in anger when it does not lead to happiness? Why must people cause suffering and misery to others? Everything's my fault and i don't like it. So what if i'm sorry for the things i have done? I'm not forgiven my others. My parents, my teachers and now my friends. Why is my life so screwed up? Forget it. Let me just quit.