Don't be the defeated me. Move on. Cheer up. I still have other friends to crap around with right? Haiz..no determination and stuff to move on. I'm becoming like benny.. He says i'm 'emo kiah' right?? Haha. Seems that he has been very emo these few days too. Could it be because of his exam results? Hmm..heard he failed quite a few subects. Somemore his mom is a teacher in my school leh! Wonder how stressful that must be. He seems much quieter these days too, just like me. Haha. See, both of us quiet guys get along with one another well. Hey benny, no offence ar. Hmm..cheer up? I'm trying my very best to cheer up. Trying to crap around with my friends, but once i reach home, the emoness starts again. Haha. So, i'll try to keep myself occupied in any way. Even doing stupid stuff.
Yup. I just got a book from noel today. No, it's not really a book actually. It's just a stack of notes. He seeemed to have got it from his friend. It's called 'Basic Military Training: A guide on how to survive your first days.' Haha. But it really isn't about military stuff. It's just a fake cover page. Talks about emotional stuff la. As in how to deal with all kinds of problems with family members, teachers, and friends. Hmm..teaches you techniques how to think differently from other people and act differently. Yea. Then i also discovered the many stupid things that i did which made others really angry. Realised my mistake and hopefully i would not repeat them again. Haha. Fifty pages long leh! And i took 2hrs to read finish it! Haha. No choice la, since noel want s it back tmw. yup. Actually, those notes was written my a fellow student from my school and my cohort. So profound lor! He pro la! Must have lots and lots of problems and experiences to overcome them. Hmm..nothing much to post about today. I just wanna thank two people who have tried very hard to cheer me up! Unfortunately, they are both not from my school. Thanks anyway.