Hmm..i also dunno what to blog about leh. I just basically spend my time at home doing nothing, nothing, nothing! What do i do at home? Nothing but sleep! I'm bored with the stuff i do man. Holiday homework? Can't be bothered to do it at all! Why leh? My attitude is already changing to some hopeless freak. Hopeless beyond cure. Okay. I did work very hard for my Mid-year exams okay?? But why are my results just shit?! So hopeless that i have to see the level head with my parents and the level head told me that i am having a high risk of being kicked out of the school. She also added that if i were to be kicked out of the school, it would be almost impossible for me to get into another school. Okay, if that's really the case, i would be hopeless beyond cure. No future, and left with nothing.
LOL. Why am i talking about all this kinda hopeless stuff? I should be cheering myself up right? Dumb.. Ok. Whatever. If i somehow get back my determination to study, then good for me. But if i dont, i'm a gonner. Whatever. Even if i have nothing left in the world, i still have the Gohonzon. Just chant hard and all problems will be solved!