"What is joy? What is happiness? What is hope? Where is the hope? You hope so it can be destroyed.. Sink and be one with darkness in your heart." These is one of Benny's messages to me. I'm kinda confused myself and i guess that i'm begining to get influenced and embrace the darkness. I'm not emo or anything. I think i'm in the same kinda helpless situation that Benny is in. I need attention.
I guess the cause of all my actions is to get attention. Now i've got almost all the attention. Attention from my parents, attention from my teachers, attention from the level head, adn attention from the principal. All the attention in a wrong way. I guess i must find the light to lead me out of the darkness.
I need concern. That's all.