JUS


Everyone experience times in their lives when they have to make important decisions. And today was a big day in which i had to make an important decision. As i mentioned in my earlier posts, my results are very poor. But i didn't expect it to be so poor. Poor to the extent that i only pass 2 out of 7 subjects. I only managed to pass English and Comboned Science.

As a result, my mom had to see the Vice Principal today. Anyway, i was asked whether i wanted to be retained or promote to sec4. After a long chat with the VP, he came to no conclusion and would only decide after two weeks.

I gotta get rid of distractions and focus fast. Before it's too late.. JUS

Haha. Today is Tuesday! And on this Tuesday, the 23rd of October, i dunno what to blog about. LOL. I'm lame.. Anyway, let's turn to something more serious.

My form teacher, Mrs Audrey Chen spoke to me last Friday. And yesterday, Mrs Shirley Koh, HOD of English spoke to me. It's about my promotion to sec4. It may seem easy for others to promote to sec4. But for me, i seem to be having a little difficulty coz of my results. I guess because i wasn't in the right frame of mind when i took the exam. Was EMO. Lol. But i'm trying to get over it now i guess.

Gtg le JUS


Another day wasted away. I had a plan to go out to kill time initially. But it seems that my friend is busy with some stuff and i have to skip going out then. Then i had an alternative plan which was to go jamming. Yup. I was supposed to go jamming with Benedict, Brandon, Wafiy, Khairul, Jethro and Shaun. But haiz.. Had to give it a skip too coz Benny cant make it and the rest dont really feel like going le. LOL.


So what do i do at home? It's really boring. I played the piano for a while just now. But it seems that i did not have the mood to play the piano i guess. Plus some of the songs i haven't play for a long time le. So i cant really play some of the songs properly. It's all because i spent too much time trying to focus on learning to play my new songs. And why bother to spend so much time practising? Haha. I think it's just coz i had motivation to learn new songs to impress people ba. LOL. I hope to take in a disciple to impart my piano skills. Someone who has never really played the piano and i hope to teach this person from the very basic. I hope to make this person have more interest in playing the piano. Hee hee.. Actually, i already have someone in mind le. I think you also know who i'm refering too if you are the person read this post. It's no harm learning how to play an instrument right? Haha.


So maybe i will continue playing the piano again at night ba. And i still feel bored although i'm using the compt. Haha. Hmm.. I'm now waiting for my sis to download a game then i'll play it with my sis. Some lame game that i used to play last time but i quit long ago. Haha. Hmm..it's a friday afternoon and i dunno what to blog about. Yup. I'm feeling much better these days and have cheer up a lot. I think i owe it to nobody. I just owe it to myself. But of course, without my friend's motivation and encouragement, i wont be in this state now.

I guess these five days of short break is gonna come to waste for me. Although there are many things that i plan to do, i dont think i will do it. Haiz.. So it's just practising of the piano for me. Yup. And talking about the piano, i was really motivated to play more nicer songs after i watched Jay Chou's movie, 'secret'. I was fascinated at how Jay Chou played the piano. Haha. So i began learning and practising some of the songs from the movie. So far, i've learnt 'bu nen shuo de mi mi' and the song that xiao yu played in the movie. (for those who didnt watch the movie, it's just some nice songs la!) Yup. And now i'm learning some very difficult song. Haha! It's the song where Jay Chou and Xiao yu played together in the movie. The song with four hands playing. I'm learning that song with my sec1 sis. Although my sis is sec1 only, she's pro! She's gonna take her grade8 in a few months time. Yup. But the song takes quite a lot of coordination between the two people. Haha! So good luck to myself in mastering the song! Haha! JUS


EOY is finally over. But now that it's over, that means that i have all the time in the world to think about anything i want right? Haha. That includes emo stuff and crap la. I wanna enjoy myself during the 5 day break that the school has given us. But i seem sian on the first day already.. Haiz. And friends out there, stop calling me emo or anything please? Coz i dont wanna be labelled as 'emo' anymore. I'll try not being emo and cheer up. Even if i'm emo, i'll try to hide it and put up a smile. I want my life to be filled with joy and happiness and not darkness and emoing. So i gotta put a stop to it somehow.

Even if i dont find true happiness, i will do things to cheer myself up and stay happy. My motto shall now be 'Smile!' It may be a little difficult at the beginning, but i'll try. So my message to all my friends out there is, 'Stay happy and smile!' coz i'll feel the happiness too when you are happy. JUS


Am i being too selfless sometimes? At times i gotta be selfish in the right way, but i just cant bring myself to do it at the expense of others. Blah. I also dunno what i'm crapping about. Exams will be over tmw and i can have all the time in the world to slack and think. So i just hope that my mind wont think about stuff during the last and final chemistry paper coz i know i can score well. I have confidence that i can get an 'A' as long as i stay focused during the paper.

So i must jia you and really stay focused. It's the same for all my friends out there too. It's just tmw's final paper left, so jia you and all the best.

Other things can WAIT. Meanwhile, i shall not think about anything and i'll just continue waiting.. Ah. There i go again. Crapping about.. JUS





Hmm..i have no time so i dunno what to blog about leh. I'm admist the EOY exams now, but i feel that i'm very slack. All i'm aiming for this exam is to stay in the school and promote to sec4. My studies are really like crap to the point that i'm gonna get kicked out. Haiz..

The minimum requirement is to pass EL and two other subjects. I should be able to do it, but the problem is i'm just aiming so low! I should aim higher la. Haiz. Sian. Lazy to blog le. Jas, if you later see this then help me continue ba. I no mood to continue le.