Happy birthday my blog! My blog is finally one year old! Haha! I used to have a blog in sec1 but deleted it.. So the only existing blog i have left is one year old! I started blogging on the 30th of march 2007, which is almost about one year ago.. Looking back, i was so cheerful then, but i suddenly became a very emotional person and saw life in a different light. Hope i will put the past behind and face life with a new attitude! =D Seems that i haven't post for a long time. But whether i post or not doesn't make much of a difference coz also no one come read my blog..


Quite a lot of things happened recently and i've been feeling up and down. Firstly for my studies, they currently suck. But it's only gonna be temporary coz i'm trying hard to improve it. Nothing much to talk about my studies except for me being stressed out in school. I really cant wait for my o levels to be over man. How i wished that it would just go pass. I want my freedom and i have many many things to do! I wanna keep the ideal hairstyle i want and go out and have fun everyday!


Then for realtionships wise, no not relationship wise coz i'm not even in one. I'm just sort of at a lost for this kinda relationship stuff. I tell myself to concentrate on my studies, but i get worried about other things. If only everything could go smoothly as i wished.. I'm really bothered and worried about something. I know that if i get rash, i could cause great trouble and hurt upon myself and others. My studies could be ruined at the expense of this. I may be caught by the police and sent to the boys home. Should i really get involved in this kinda stuff? I know it's stupid but i'm just getting myself prepared. I dont wanna get involved in fights but i will if i have to.

*Harm others if you want to but dont harm those dear to me* I dont know what i did wrong or what didn't turn out right. I think i'm just a failure in my studies and relationship. I'm sorry.