Yea! This is my number 100th post! And for this special post, i shall post something kinda weird. It's something that has been troubling me or rather thought of recently. It has been at the back of my mind and i'm in a sort of mess. Gosh. And yea, for those of you who know me long enough. It's relationship problems AGAIN. Lol. So i shall talk about the four people who i am confused by. Yea, it's FOUR. Damn it. Of all numbers why four..


There's number one. She's been at the back of my mind and my heart for a long long time. I've known her for 5 years already. Same age. Different school. Same religion. I really enjoy myself when im with her. She doesnt fail to bring me smiles. But sometime around May last year, there has been a great rift between the two of us. Haven't really talked to her for about one year since then. And i wonder if she still hates me for what i have done. And yea, she's still my best friend.



Then there's number 2. I have known her for a few months now. Liked her before. From my school, sec2. There have been rumours spreading around the entire school about me and her. And i think even the teachers know. She's my eyecandy and i'm her eyecandy. Haha. I dont think i like her anymore, but whenever i am told that something bad happens to her, i'll feel bad and worry alot for her. I'll try my best to help her and go all out.




And yea. There's number 3. Known her for about a year. Different school. Sec 2 too. Haven't really talked much. Started talking to her more this year but still not much. I think i like her but i'm not too sure myself too. Is it just a crush? And now dunno whether she's ignoring me or what. And i guess feeling isnt very strong.




And last but not least, there's number 4. she's older than me. I care a lot for her but as a friend. There's no feeling now, but im not sure about the future. She's really very nice and would always sms and ask how im doing. Very caring person and very emotional too. I am her councillor at times and she's really grateful for it. I worry about her when she mutters about doing silly things and i will give her a helping hand if she needs it coz she really helped me a lot.



Okay done with my story telling. You still there and alive? Haha.