Wa! So long never blog already.. Have been really busy the past month or so with stuff. It's not busy actually. It's just that i havent been able to use the compt for a long long time thanks to the curfews my parents imposed on me.


Quite some time i havent blog. Dunno where to begin.. Maybe i'll just start with what happened last night. I dunno what the heck is wrong with my dad but he just scolded me for no freaking reason. I got out of the toilet and he started blabbering all the crap. Scolded me for my phone (i was not supposed to have one coz mine was confiscated by my teacher) and started scolding me about everything else. He made no sense! He threatened to thrash the phone on the floor and scolded me with all the words like 'bloody hell'. He then confiscated my phone.
F*** man. Does he take me for a three year old child who will listen to every word he says?! I'm not his dog damn it.


I got real pissed with him and even thought of running away from home. The way he scolded me made me feel damn inferior. He said things like 'i give you everything you ask for, why cant you just listen to me?' or 'Without me, you cant survive out there. You wont even have a single cent.' Damn him man. What the heck does he take me for? An idiot who dont have hands and legs to make my own living? I can tell him in the face that even without him or without an o level cert, i can still earn money and make my own living. So what if it's not much? At least i dont get his damned money that he claims i dont deserve.


I was still angry when i woke up this morning. My dad went to work and there was peace for a while. But i couldn't help bursting out on others. My mom agitated me this morning and i started to raise my voice and got angry at her. No i wasn't really angry at her actually. I was just letting out my anger on her. I shouldn't have. Now i've made one more enemy- My dad and my mom.