Gosh! Another tiring week is finally over! I dread each new week as it comes, dread the piling schoolwork and upcoming tests. Each passing week leads to hell and i'm getting kinda worried and scared of the up and coming o levels and prelims. Prelims is just a month away but it seems that i am still in a slack mood and can bring myself to study. I guess it's just one thing that i lack. Yea and it's motivation.


That word seemed to have disappeared from my dictionary of words a long time ago and i have yet to get the motivation. Maybe it's just me being lazy. Everyday is a long and tiring journey for me. Wake up, go to school, absorb nothing that teacher teaches and go home. This process repeats itself everyday. I'm really kinda scared as o levels draw nearer and nearer but i just seem to do nothing. After lessons everyday, i still stay in school to play basketball to 6 or 7 plus before i go home. Worse still, i skip extra lessons or afternoon tests sometimes because i feel too tired mentally or just plain lazy. Even when i reach home, all i do is eat dinner, watch tv slack around and go to sleep. I seldom touch my books.


How i wished everything would just fly pass in a blink of an eye..