It has been a really tough 24hours on Tuesday. I've really been through much thinking these few days and i've decided to keep my cool. In the past whenever this kinda things happened, i would blame myself, blame the other party and everyone else. That's the old me and i think it's childish. Through these experiences, i've matured in my thinking and learned to be more sensitive to other people's feelings.


Instead of pestering the other party asking why she isn't replying me and pushing the blame to everyone else, i've decided to lead my life with a more positive attitude, hoping that there would be sunshine after the rain at the same time. I left her alone for quite some time and yea, i was right. After two days she sent me an sms asking whether i was okay. I'm doing fine and i really wanna thank her for her concern. I'm really glad that she's still willing to accept me as a friend and before long, we were engaging in conversations again. I apologized for being over-reactive the other time and instead of fuming with anger, she apologized to me instead for the sudden questions that she imposed on me the other day and the cold attitude she gave me. She's really a nice girl and although i may not be the right guy for her, i hope she'll find someone who truly cherishes and takes good care of her. I don't necessarily have to be with her. All i want is to see her happy and never shed tears. I feel that only someone who is capable to do that is worthy of her.



Thanks for the happiness that you gave me! I really appreciate it a lot!