I'm kinda lazy to blog about recent happenings today or the past few days although it has been an awesome week! Many things have happened in the past one week but i guess i wont share here coz my blog is available for everyone to read and i certainly dont want any comments!

All these photos were taken a few months ago! Now i shall put up more recent photos taken in SP!

Me and Qomarul posing with the skateboard

Michelle in SD club and me in sports club webcaming

Candid shot of me using the laptop.

Birthday girl and boy! (ChengCheng and Nicholas)

Group photo!

Angela and me.

Me and Claudius with the birthday boy (Nicholas) in between!

Birthday girl (ChengCheng), me and Carin!

That's all for now! I shall blog again and post more photos when i'm free! =)

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(From left: My sis, my brother and me!)

My best bud Jeremy and me.

Wanted to post up more photos but the internet connection at where i am sitting seem to be poor and not let me upload more photos! I shall upload more when i have the time! =)

___________________________________________________________________ The best thing to do when i'm feeling down would be to play the piano to reason out my thinking. As i mentioned in the previous post, i wasn't exactly feeling down. I was just feeling kinda disappointed in myself. Things started to cool off after i played the piano and calmed down. I also have to thank her for being forgiving and gracious. Things went on smoothly for me after that and i realised how long i haven't been playing the piano!!! Most of my songs are starting to get rusty and i think it's time i started my regular 4hour practise again! I'm really busy ever since school started, but i'll try to make time for my beloved hobby!


Shall blog again another time! Have assignments to rush again! (as usual)

Take care people! =)

___________________________________________________________________ The clouds seem darker today and my breathing seem more heavy. Every gust of wind seem to be an irritant and my foot seem to trudge against the floor with every step that i take.

It's not because i'm feeling emotional. I'm just disappointed in myself for making the wrong judgements sometimes. I was feeling ecstatic last night and my spirits have dropped to zero the next day. Why couldn't i have shut my trap and kept everything to myself? I'm always looking for a perfect solution to everything. That is why i'm always seeking advice on different matters all the time. But in some cases, advices are not needed and it's really up to you to test the waters out there for yourself.


One more thing is that i value honesty more than anything else. It's against my principles to break a promise or have a breach of trust. It's okay if others may lie to me, but i hate lying to others and i hate lying to myself all the more. Trust is something to be gained over time and once it has been lost, it may be difficult to salvage.


I guess enough has been said and i'm still taking my time to repent over the stuff i have done. I know a million sorrys wont be enough but i'll still say a last sorry here from the bottom of my heart.


You've captivated my heart so i wont let you go just yet.

___________________________________________________________________ I'm almost at the end of my first term of school! School has been stressful but i've been pretty proud of myself for being able to persevere and complete the many assignments given!

And i've a BIG BIG announcement to make! I may be transferring to school of business after this term! Coz after spending the past few weeks in school design, i feel that i'm not carved out for design! My ideas suck, i have limited creativity and worse of all i didn't take art or dnt in secondary school! Sometimes i wonder to myself why i picked design too. HAHA! =p


Although school has been tiring and stressful, i still look forward to it everyday and feel happy going to school! I get to see and hang around with my many friends! =)

Weekdays = School and time with friends

Weekends= Time to chiong assignments!

___________________________________________________________________ I take my friends matters very personally. I'll always do whatever i can to try to help them solve their problems and i'll always try to get it done.

This applies to generally most of my friends, but i just feel so into this particular problem. I'm trying my very best to try to help her solve her problem but i'm always feeling so helpless. I can only console and give you suggestions how you can tackle the problem, but the ultimate decision still lies with you. I know that you're feeling very guilty and feel that you're indebted, but i really can't stand to see you hurt again. You're a really nice girl and anybody would be a total idiot to not appreciate you. I hope that you'll be able to take good care of yourself and not let this issue affect you too much.

When i said that you're being overly nice, this means that you should learn to "avoid"or "ignore" people sometimes. You dont have to entertain every person and it's very important to voice out your complains if you're unhappy with anything. I would gladly lend you my courage if you need it!

If you're gonna ask me whether your personality sucks, i would give a straight NO. You are very caring and understanding and have a matured mindset. And if you're seriously gonna ask me what faults i can find on you, i would say that you have none. You're too nice sometimes that even words are difficult to describe how nice you actually are.

Anyway, i've pretty much said what i wanted to say over the phone or when i was on the train. Hope you heed my advice and make a right decision. And i'm available 24/7 for you to call me if you have any problems! All the best! =)

___________________________________________________________________ I hope things work out right this time.
I've already failed too many times.

Give me the courage that i need.
I'll be betting on it.

I'll give it my all and hope things turn out right.
At least i know that i've put up a fight.

But if i fail in the end it's not too bad,
Coz i've always failed and my life is sad.


___________________________________________________________________ It's the third week of school and im beginning to get bombarded with assignments and presentations! Loads of art work, sketches and the terrifying BRICKBOY!!! Guess i'll be slogging for the next two days and may even not be sleeping at all coz i have to rush my presentation slides for tmw's presentation on Cosmology and Order! I would also have to rush my brickboy and hand it up on thursday! I'm gonna be sooo packed with work coz i only started on a few presentation slides and haven't even started on my brickboy!



Anyway, i will be looking forward to the Lollipop party at Zouk this thursday! But think i'll be late coz the party starts at 6pm and i would have just ended my photo shoot at Botanical Gardens! Argh! I think the earliest i'll reach will be around 7pm. =.=


Okay, time to go rush assignments and work! Shall update another time! =)

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