I've got job hunting to do! My mom has set a deadline for me to find a job by the end of this week or she's gonna send me for enlistment to NS! Although the deadline has been set and the threat is there, i haven't really been job hunting earnestly. Haha. It's not that i'm keen on enrolling for NS! It's just that i've sent out a couple of job applications but none have got back to me. And i've also sent my application via a job agency but they said they needed one or two days to get back to me and i'm darn afraid of the deadline!

I DONT WANNA GO FOR NS SOOOOO EARLY!!!

______________________________________________________________________ Rules are meant to be followed and abided by. But if unreasonable rules are implemented, should we still abide by them? Let's quote a perfect example. How would you react if you received an sms saying:

"Please remember my house rules about shutting off your handphones by 11pm. May i remind you that i have records from Singtel which phone numbers you sent smses to and at what time. Failure to abide by my rules and you will find your SIM card terminated without warning. Thx."


So after reading this sms, how would you feel? And it's an sms sent by my dad for no apparent reason. I'm at home when he randomly sent me this sms although i didn't anger him at all. I understand that from his standpoint, he doesn't want me to sms throughout the night and have a lack of sleep. But at the same time, doesn't he realise that i'm not doing that and he's exerting a little too much control over my life in some sense? I've had enough of his overexerted control. From phone checks, sms raids, to countless laptop virus scans and numerous website trackers. I wonder when will all these stop and i wonder when will he stop getting so paranoid over stuff.
___________________________________________________________________ I've no idea what to blog about, but i randomly thought about smiles so i shall blog about it! Haha. I've came to realise what wonders that smiling can do!

Smiles can brighten up the mood of everyone around you!

Smiles can make someone look more radiant and appear better looking!

Smiles can land you a job opportunity as it makes you appear more cheerful!


Yea and even as i'm blogging about this, i'm smiling to myself. It's not that i'm weird okay! It's because smiling definitely makes me in a better mood and when i'm in a good mood, things tend to go smoothly for me. Haha. I guess i smile almost all the time. I smile when i talk to others and i even smile when i read my smses or when i'm using my laptop! I didn't actually realised it until my friends told me about it! HAHAHA!

Okay i'm off to do other stuff. Keep smiling people, coz smiles can do wonders. ;)


(P.S. a smile a day hides the sadness away..)
__________________________________________________________________ I've spoken to the Director of Business and after my talks with various people, i've kinda come to a conclusion that i will be withdrawing from school first and i'll be working full time i guess. =/
But dont worry friends, i'll be back in school once in awhile to attend lectures and learn more about various business modules. :)



Anyway i've been going to school and slacking in club almost all day. And i've been waiting for Noel to end his tests every day of last week an he would come to SP for pool! ;)

Have been slacking and having fun for the past week or so. Guess it's time to do some serious job hunting and time to settle down!
____________________________________________________________________ 你的笑容是恩惠　世界难得那麽美

於是追 要你陪　

可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水



黑夜之所以会黑　叫醒人心里的鬼

在游说 在萦回　

在体内是什麽 在把我摧毁在伤痕累累





我可以无所谓　寂寞却一直掉眼泪

人类除了擅长颓废　

做什麽都不对　Oh … I'm not okay




我假装无所谓　才看不到心被拧碎

人在爱情里越残废　

就会越多安慰　无论(有)多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇　能够形容的魔鬼

它支配着行为　

能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给　就像个傀儡
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