I can't deny it.


I can't deny the fact that my feelings for you is getting stronger each day no matter what you may have done or said to me. You may have said things that have hurt me, but deep down inside, i know you really care a lot about me. My heart aches to see you cry for me and every drop of tears is like a knife stabbing me. Yea, i shall finally admit that tears did roll down my cheeks when i was chatting with you over the phone last night. But it wasn't because i was sad or disappointed. It was because i was really grateful to you for telling me how you really felt and being honest with me.


I would have just given up on any other girl if she had said the similar things. But as for you, there seem to be an unknown source of strength that's motivating me and telling me not to give up. It has been these few days that i've realised that i really like you a lot. As the saying goes, absence makes the heart grow fonder. So through these few days of not seeing you, i've realised that my appetite has gone worse if i haven't talked to you, and my eyes would be glued to my handphone waiting for every sms reply from you.


After saying so much, it's not that i want you to sympathize with me or feel guilty towards me so you try to make amends or treat me better. I just wanted an avenue to pour out how i feel. And on a random note, you know what? I really want to catch the fireworks with you tonight. :)



(P.S. Thanks for being the special somebody in my heart and filling up the emptiness from within.)

Candyluv.

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