I was so close to success this time, but why did i failed? Did i do something wrong or is it just coz you dont think i'm good enough. Have i not showed you enough love or care? Even if all my family members and friends abandon me, i still have you. I've been so in love with you that you have already became a part of me. Losing you is like ripping a part of me away.


Didn't you say that you wanted to face the next 8 years and more after that with me? Didn't you say that my heart was yours and your heart was mine? I could tell that you really loved me as much as i did for you, but why the sudden change of events? You just called me baby at 8plus last night. Then 2hours later, you sent me the sms saying that you are still unable to accept me. I'm alright with you telling me this, but why do you ask whether we can not meet that often anymore? It really breaks my heart to hear that and i haven't been able to sleep last night. I kept looking at my phone and seeing whether you would reply my long sms that i sent you after you went to bed.


I guess my long sms said everything and how i felt about you. I really hope to meet up with you and talk to you face to face. As for now, i'll wait for your reply then. It has been 10hours and 19mins and i'm still waiting..




"You are the first girl who i have invested so much feelings into. I've never sent a girl to school and back home everyday. I've never waited for a girl as long as 6hours. I've never loved a girl so much till i'm willing to do everything and even give up going home and sleeping at the void decks. I've even cut off almost all connections with other girls coz i dont want to upset you.


I know that the sacrifices that i have made may not be enough or that i may not have shown you enough love and care. But i'm really working hard everyday to give you the best that i can and to make sure you get what you want.I care so much for you, that i even extend the care to your family members.


There are still so many things to do together and so many places that i want to bring you to. I'm always trying to do and give what other guys cant give you and i'm always trying to make you smile.

I'll lend you my jacket without you saying anything everytime you're cold. I'll help you to carry your bag when we're on our dates without complaining. I breathe warm air into your hands and give you warmth whenevr you feel cold. You've become a part of me and without you, i'm incomplete.


Although i may get upset with you at times, it's your love that always keeps me going. I really hope that you would continue to stay by my side though i know you still dont feel secure enough to enter into a relationship with me.


It's alright for me to wait, but please dont just cut off connections with me and throw me aside. Didnt you say that my heart is yours and your heart is mine? Yea, you're right. I'm yours. ♥"

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