Haven't been blogging for quite some time. I've finally managed to squeeze in time to use the computer to blog! My schedule has been rather hectic recently. As many of my friends know, i have been working at Pakway's Carl's Junior for a couple of months already. But it has only been recently that i started to take up a second job over at my dad's office coz my dad has a shortage of manpower.


Here's a rough idea of what my schedule for this week and most probably the upcoming weeks is like:


Monday: 10am to 2pm - Work at Carl's Juniors
3pm to 6.30pm - Work at Dad's company
7pm till late - Either studying or chilling out

Tuesday: 12pm to 6.30pm - Work at Dad's company
7pm till late - Either studying or going home to rest.

Wednesday: 10am to 2pm - Work at Carl's Juniors
3pm to 6.30pm - Work at Dad's company
7pm till late - Either studying or chilling out

Thursday: 12pm to 6.30pm - Work at Dad's company
7pm till late - Either studying or going home to rest.

Friday: 10am to 2pm - Work at Carl's Juniors
3pm to 6.30pm - Work at Dad's company
7pm till late - Either studying or chilling out

Saturday: If my dad's company needs help on Saturday then i'll have to go down to help. Most probably from morning till 6.30pm too.

Sunday: CHILLING OUT WITH FRIENDS! :D


Hmm yea, so as you can see friends, my schedule is kinda packed and tiring! But i don't really have a choice coz both Carl's Junior and my Dad's company need people and i wanna try my best to help both as much as i can.

Even as i blog, time is slowly ticking away. I'll end my blog post here coz i still gotta rest early and wake up early for yet another long day at work! :/
____________________________________________________________________ It's been 9 months. 9 months isn't a really long period of time, but it's still something to be proud of nevertheless. You have been my first girlfriend and i've loved you with all my heart. I was really dedicated to you and did everything you loved and changed the bad habits of mine that you didn't like. Though i gotta admit that there were times when i felt really hurt by your actions or really stressed up, i always told myself that i'll overcome whatever obstacles there may be coz as long as you love me with all your heart, your love is my motivation to move on.

On the fateful night of 15th April 2010, you sent me a text message saying that you wanted to break up with me and go back to being single. I've felt that something was amiss before that coz it was the first time that we didn't meet up in a whole week already during the 9 months. If you were really busy, i would have been understanding and let you get along with your stuff. But truth is, you wasn't. You claimed that the reason for the break up was because i didn't give you enough freedom. Now all of us know that isn't the actual reason. The real reason is because you have been seeing another guy behind my back even when we were still together. And to think i actually regarded this guy as my 'brother'. He's not even fit to be my friend to snatch away my then girlfriend away from me man. If he was gonna have a fair competition with me, i would be fine with it. But what i hated most was that this punk actually dated you behind my back! The both of you even got into physical contact when we were still together. Sometimes i wonder what was on your mind when you cheated on me, held his hand, hugged him or kissed him. Was there no regard for me as your boyfriend who treated you so nicely for the past 9 months at all? Even if you were to break up on me and get together with him, shouldn't you at least owe me an explanation on account of our past 9 months relationship? Ditching me aside and breaking up with me over sms is a total insult to me.

And after breaking up with me, you didn't make it clean. You still claimed that you loved and missed me and still wanted me to treat you the same and still continue loving you. You're splitting your love into half for both of us and you expect me to give you 100% of my love? That's just bullshit. I told myself that i could get over all these and take it that nothing happened and try to invest my love for you all over again. I could take it that nothing happened between you and him and take it that you did all these in just a moment of folly. Yes, i would have agreed to patching back with you if you asked me and you set your mind to love me wholeheartedly and not come into contact with him. I was really forgiving by giving you this chance. But you took an even greater advantage of me and even dared to raise the suggestion of spending alternate days with me. One day with me and the next for him. Though you claim you love me, your actions and words don't show it. There's no sincerity at all.



And you don't have to worry about me or pity me for being single now while you still have that guy by your side. Coz i've hardened up my heart and found my new direction in life. I've decided to enlist for my army and after National Service, i'm going back to America for my university education and maybe staying there for good. I'll start my life afresh there. And as for me being lonely and sad all by myself, you don't have to worry about that too. Coz i'm sure there are many friends out there who are concerned about me and showing me love.


What i wanna say is that i've moved on with life. I'm sure you are too by spending time with him and your other friends. From the standpoint of just a friend now, i'll wish you may he be the perfect one for you and last long. Take good care of yourself and be more independent coz you've always been reliant. Stand up for your own rights.

It has been a wonderful 9 months with you and i've finally experienced what it's like to be in a relationship at the age of 17. 9 months has passed and you're now my first ex girlfriend. I've become afraid of believing in love again because of the hurt you caused deep down inside. Hope the devil haunting me is able to be expelled from my heart one day. And hope i'll find someone who loves me as much as i love her and appreciate me for who i am one day.



With love,
Justin.____________________________________________________________________ Wishing my baby and i a belated Happy Ninth Monthsary! :D
In the blink of an eye, another month has passed and we've already been together for 9 months!
We had a wonderful and fun 9th monthsary celebration on wednesday! :)


Our first destination was Chinatown's 10 dollar KTV club! Ping, baby and i met up outside the KTV lounge at about 1.50pm and waited till 2pm before we entered and sang our hearts out all the way till 7pm! At just a low price of $10nett, you are entitled to 5hours of singing, free flow of drinks, nuts and a bowl of sharkfin soup! I dont think that there's a better deal elsewhere! :D The 3 of us sang till about 5pm and Noel texted me to tell me that his afternoon plans ended earlier so he could train down to meet us. Noel reached at about 6pm and had only one hour of singing, but he's cool with it, coz he sang FOC! ;)

After singing, there was a pool table outside near the cashier and Noel decided to play a few rounds of pool with me. The initial one game of pool ended up into 3 games! Haha! Most importantly we had fun. :D


The 4 of us trained down to Dhouby Ghourt to meet Jeremy and Almanda at Dhouby Ghourt's Just Acia restaurant for dinner. We were slightly late, so i asked Jem and Almanda to get seated first. And the last bugger Junwen didn't turn up at the very last minute coz he had something urgent up! Bugger. Anyway, we had a hearty dinner till about 9plus and baby and i exchanged presents! Baby got me the blazer that i've always wanted! Thanks a lot baby! :D

After the exchange of presents, we went down to 7Eleven to buy bottled alcohol. We wanted to go to a nearby pub to drink initially, but Almanda couldn't be back home too late and Noel was in JC school uniform, so yea he changed our plans. Ping bought treat all of us to bottles of drinks. Had Jim Bean's White Label and bottles of other cocktail mixtures. Almanda, Ping and Noel got really drunk after the 4 bottles. LOL.


Reached back home at about 11plus and was dead tired so poof, off i was to dreamland. :D

End of my 9th monthsary celebration post! :D Hope to be able to upload the photos soon so i can post them. :)

____________________________________________________________________ The feeling of falling ill is terrible. I've been struck with flu, cough, sore throat and high fever. =/
Have been really ill and feeling terrible especially when my body temperature rises. My body temperature have been hovering around 38degrees for the past two days and the highest that i've ever reached was 39.6!


Baby have been having fever too though it's not as serious as mine. Hmm, but i'm definitely still hoping that she recovers soon so we can go out! Haven't seen her in two days. =/


Hope that my baby and i recover soon! :D
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