I've been feeling rather empty lately. Feeling kinda emotionless and it has been quite some time since i've seen myself smiling happily every single day

. Thankfully, at the darkest times of my life, i always have my awesome friends who would be there for me. Not fair weather friends, but friends who have stayed by my side for many years. To me, it really takes time to discover the real friends. Male friends are like brothers who will go through the hardships of manhood with me, whether in the army next time or through common problems that us guys face. While female friends are like sisters who guide me and cheer me up when i feel emotional and always tell me how a girl would think from a female point of view.

And one thing i guess i should really start doing is to live for myself and not others. Do what i like and think about what i really want sometimes. Not just approve to everything that's happening around me even though i disapprove deep down inside. I should stand up for what i feel is right but not doing it stubbornly. I should always listen to advises from people who are older and wiser than me. ESPECIALLY FROM MY DAD AND MOM NO MATTER HOW MUCH I DISLIKE IT! Coz my dad and mom are wise people. :D

Hmm yea, i feel better after saying out what's in my heart. I'll blog when i'm free again! :)

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