I'm back.
Sunday, June 3, 2012
Time really flies. Before i knew it, a good 6 months has already passed since i last blogged. This half a year seen my life at it's ups and downs. And yea, i kinda gave up on blogging for awhile. Finally took the effort to sit down and blog because i felt that i've been maintaining this blog since 2007. It's like my life diary for the past 5 years and i dont want to give that up.So much happened that i don't quite know where to begin. Alright, i guess i should start off from where i last stopped.
The main reason why i kind of gave up on blogging was because of my breakup. My life was in a turmoil and i didn't want friends and other people to see the devastated part of me. Rebecca and i broke up after 1year and 5months together. It was a peaceful breakup and we went separate ways after she told me that she has lost her feelings for me. This happened before during the course of our relationship but i managed to reignite the flame for her. But not this time.
Months passed and i've moved on and i met this girl. She's really friendly, outgoing, kinda crazy at times and sweet. She's my sister's bestfriend too. And yea, she's Shan. We met on the 25th of February by coincidence. At strange as it sounds, but we met up at my place. No no, don't get me wrong! How it happened was Shan contacted my brother asking whether she could meet up with him coz it was late and she had no where to go so she was wondering whether she could meet up with him. (my sister Lyndsey told my younger brother to take care of Shan like a sister) My brother was at home so Shan made her way to my place. Kinda awkward for her coz my parents were at home and they might have been wondering why would she come to my place at night all of a sudden when Lyndsey isn't even in Singapore! That was the first time i saw her. She came across as a friendly girl who kinda reminded me of my sister. (Maybe that's why they can click so well and become bestfriends!) We had no problem clicking with each other and the both of us went out subsequently. To cut the long story short, (shorter lol) somewhere along the way the both of us fell for one another and i plucked up the courage to ask her to be with me. It was a big step for me, coz after my breakup i kinda lost faith in love and felt that everyone would leave me one day anyway. Before i took the big move to ask Shan to be my girlfriend, i told myself that i want to work this relationship out and i really want this to be my last. There might be ups and downs, but i will be committed and work hard to make things work. As for Shan, she has been single for 3 years, so getting together with me was something big for her too i guess. It has been 3 months since i've started going out with her and about 2 months + since i have been with her. Things get rough at times, but i believe that there are always ups and downs in every relationship. We will make things work. I will do my best to make things work. Love is a feeling, and i'm loving Shan with all my heart.
Months passed and i've moved on and i met this girl. She's really friendly, outgoing, kinda crazy at times and sweet. She's my sister's bestfriend too. And yea, she's Shan. We met on the 25th of February by coincidence. At strange as it sounds, but we met up at my place. No no, don't get me wrong! How it happened was Shan contacted my brother asking whether she could meet up with him coz it was late and she had no where to go so she was wondering whether she could meet up with him. (my sister Lyndsey told my younger brother to take care of Shan like a sister) My brother was at home so Shan made her way to my place. Kinda awkward for her coz my parents were at home and they might have been wondering why would she come to my place at night all of a sudden when Lyndsey isn't even in Singapore! That was the first time i saw her. She came across as a friendly girl who kinda reminded me of my sister. (Maybe that's why they can click so well and become bestfriends!) We had no problem clicking with each other and the both of us went out subsequently. To cut the long story short, (shorter lol) somewhere along the way the both of us fell for one another and i plucked up the courage to ask her to be with me. It was a big step for me, coz after my breakup i kinda lost faith in love and felt that everyone would leave me one day anyway. Before i took the big move to ask Shan to be my girlfriend, i told myself that i want to work this relationship out and i really want this to be my last. There might be ups and downs, but i will be committed and work hard to make things work. As for Shan, she has been single for 3 years, so getting together with me was something big for her too i guess. It has been 3 months since i've started going out with her and about 2 months + since i have been with her. Things get rough at times, but i believe that there are always ups and downs in every relationship. We will make things work. I will do my best to make things work. Love is a feeling, and i'm loving Shan with all my heart.
